I am happy

Of course I'm happy! -
And never mind
the world outside
these empty walls.
I'm happy just to
stay alive
and eat the crap
the faith is serving.
And I'm happy
just to know
that tonight
you will betray me.
Hell! I'm happy!
Don't you see ?
So, go away! With him!
He is waiting!
I shall not
be down again
and numb I will
be no more.
Coz you're empty -
now I see
and without you
I am happy!

Kalin Toshkov Staikov, 2008 ©